‘m geri…

Naiinis ako sa mama ko(magbasa na lang muna)…SLN….papano kaya kung sinunod ko siya…SLN kasi she died like 22 years ago…she didn’t make it sa graduation ko nung high school kasi nga she was too weak na….of course, after graduation, apply ka na for the university. 22 years ago, para maiba lang sabi ko sa sarili ko, I want to be a doctor. So, lahat ng college entrance tests na kinuha ko science related. Fast forward, among the schools na nakapasa ako…pinili ko ang USTE. Siste, kapag nakita mo na nakapaskil ang name mo, enroll ka na pero pwedeng di ka pa magbayad…went home and told my mother na nag enroll na ako sa kursong BS Biology sa USTE….mga May 1986 ito she died june 8, 1986. ang istorya, just consider the time frame…so mga huling sandali na niya when I broke this news…when I told her na naka enroll na ako…ang sagot eh “ bunso, huwag ka na mag doctor, at wala na tayong pera”…may ganun! (she died of pancreatic CA secondary, liver mets; of course, opera, chemotherapy, gamot, bayad sa mga bogus na faith healers imagine 40k sa mga kandila etc)…eh mukhang lalo naman yatang hindi ako pwedeng pumasok sa ateneo at la salle. Layo naman UP Baguio….she made sense….in her death bed…pero, I didn’t listen to her…pero di ba kapag sa death scene kailangan sundin ang mga huling hiling….OMG, I didn’t…still, I pursued my ambition….against her death wish….1 week bago magpasukan, she died….in hind sight, what If i followed her…ano kaya ako ngayon…sorry, mama, pero parang I made the right decision against your will…naging doctor naman ako…sa UST pa rin naman ako nakatapos…tapos, eto ako ngayon…pwede ko siyang sundin nuon, dahil super close kami talaga…ako yung tipong opo ng opo…and yun nga! ang death bed scene.. so, I don’t know…what if sinunod ko nga siya…pero im very sure….happy siya up there….watching over his bunso…na umaariba ang karera…

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